I never believed in ghosts or devils
until the day you left me
and I watched seconds pass by with the whisper of your lips
still bruising mine.
Your grasping fingertips shadowing my every smile,
quick enough to tuck it away in the cup of your hand.
My voice lost in between the crevices of your tightened fists.
I never believed in ghosts or devils
until I stared at the shadowing bruises you left
before I decided it was enough to say goodbye.
But the scars remain a hush your spirit clings to when
I wish to simply dream at night
but paralyzing images plague my mind
diving into the skin under my eyes.
And when they ask why I look so tired,
I wish I could answer that your every imprint still seethed into
my nightmares
sewing a new seam of fear I have yet
to undo.